its my blog...mine!!!

2012-01-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

i cant believe im still blogging. im in the middle of my cse holiday hw essay which is obviously overdue and im here to procrastinate. i have a foundation test to take for economics tomorrow so today is crunch time. basketball is finally starting to get serious and tiring which is soooo nice!!!!!!

im starting to become friendly to the people in my school again which is even better:) i dont know why but im feeling cheery in school again im mixing around with people outside my class. of course i still need to spend more time in the library which i shall do this week.

How Bad Do You Want It? (Basketball) HD

2011-10-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

2011-09-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

stress!!!!!!

new trademark word

2011-09-09T00:24:00.002+08:00

why am i so hung over ..... i shld be moving on n looking at new stuff. fuck la .... was at the busstop today n i felt lyk a total fool sitting there. _l_

fucking irritating n if they told ...... i can jus go kill myself.

AAAAAAAA prelims r coming n soon its alvls hw am i supposed to gt 2 kno .......? even if i do then wt? irritste ppl ovr fb chat? tts stupid n i reali hate tt bt i dnt seem to hv much of a choice. fucking tis irritating shyness when being brave matters

2011-08-13T22:21:00.002+08:00

i realised today that friendship needs work, if you dont meet up often you lose touch with each others wavelength and its hard to talk again. seriously, we need to meet up for absolutely anything.

i did some stuff with woon aik today before eating dinner with him and there wasnt much to talk about, there were awkward moments and the talk didnt flow naturally. maybe im being weird cause he is one of my better friends and we used to be close doing stuff for no reason but ive not seen him for months and now its like wtf and the thing is we dont have much in common, you cant exactly play st johns like basketball can you? we are friends cause we are not because of common interests and that means it need consistent meetings. i used to be better friends with aik then chan but i can talk to chan more easily then aik now cause i see him more often. wtf.

2011-08-02T21:09:00.001+08:00

my promos are from 3-14 oct but im always free julian, u should know that heheheh

im going for a 10km race on 16 october with luke ong anyone else wanna come? eat that spermy.

2011-06-26T15:39:00.002+08:00

oo god im getting a belly, its time to go into intensive basketball training once school starts, if my grades permit that is hohohoho

i shall go study now:)

on a side note julian lets go run after mid years

2011-06-26T02:10:00.001+08:00

what am i doing with my life?

2011-06-23T06:20:00.001+08:00

it's 6am n i just got back from malaysia! going to camp soon 2 see kendrick strip, alex sleep, woon aik scream, calvin roar and chan bark

2011-06-04T00:31:00.002+08:00

you know, i do most of my blog posts in my head, like when i wanna blog il do it in my head n i wnt type it out mainly cause i find that its too personal to type. weird huh? i created a blog so that i could capture what i think and feel at that moment but ive stopped blogging about what i really think.

on a side note, julian its time to go jalan kayu. you me n viki. just call il cycle over. anytime. seriously. NOW. AS SOON AS YOU READ THIS.

2011-04-13T23:23:00.001+08:00

nothing much to blog about, its been pretty quiet lately. time to do something stupid again.

2011-04-01T20:36:00.002+08:00

my 2point shots have gotten better!!!! im moving up to 30-40% scores!

the position people keep on telling me to play; centre, is freaking boring and i dont enjoy it. i wanna play as the point guard theres less body contact and its fucking cool! just look at derrick rose! sadly i dont have the skills for that position ie dribbling and shooting but im practicing and getting better! i have the physical attributes of a centre, i dont have the strength however but im building that! aiya i wont get into the team anyway so it's just self improvement.

life is seriously all about basketball now! bounce bounce.

on a side note, one of my aims this year is to lower my 2.4 timing to under 10 minutes. im currently at 10.35 hohoho

girls are totally out of my life how unusual

2011-03-08T18:46:00.000+08:00

spermy! gym or go running soon! i have things i wanna tell u!!!!!

2011-03-04T20:15:00.003+08:00

phew phew! i really like excercising!!!!! i run and run and gym and gym and it makes me happy! basketball also takes up alot of my time! im playing almost everyday! isnt that nice!!!!! heh heh im getting better (star player) *ahem* *ahem*

sadly this takes up alot of time and im not really bonding with my class which is sad. ah well theres like 2 years to get to know everyone? i didnt study alot this week as well....too tired.

ahh well il just study mre over the weekends ktksbye

2011-02-27T12:25:00.002+08:00

i really think im getting uglier, when i compare my old photos with my current ones i really see a stark difference. my facial features and skin is really getting distorted wtf.

im not saying that i was good looking i just think that im getting worse.....

on a separate note, yesterday was fun and julian sucks for not letting us visit his house

2011-02-24T22:54:00.001+08:00

find fun in anything and live life as a retard

2011-02-18T22:04:00.001+08:00

god i love exercising n basketball

2011-02-16T21:37:00.001+08:00

hmm i think i am insulting people too much n im not insulting myself enough which makes me look lyk a fucker n its giving ppl a bad impression of me hmmmm

2011-02-13T00:30:00.001+08:00

like the warm summer light

youth wont last

theres nothing we can do to stop time

we need to find a new direction

and follow it to our futures

2011-02-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

im supposed to be doing work but i dont want to so i shall blog!

had dragon boating and basketball trials today, i think the sudden exposure to the sun has caused me to fall sick because im feeling feverish-_- stupid weak body.

2011-02-07T19:56:00.002+08:00

hmmm my class seems to be quite nice, everyone seems to be friendly and loud which is nice.

i was quite afraid that having 16 girls and 6 guys would make the class boring because honestly, how many funny girls do you know? but it's alright! or at least thats what my first impressions are.

i wonder what's moles' class like?

2011-02-06T21:14:00.002+08:00

hmm i think im quite serious about the micro perm thing, the problem is getting my hair to an acceptable length so that it can be permed, hmmm how shall i do that?

i dont think hairclips and hair bands will work in school and the pe teachers are quite anal, i guess if it's not workable i'll leave it to the end of the year where i have enough time to grow out my hair

2011-02-06T19:41:00.001+08:00

hmmm i think i shall micro perm my hair during the june holidays

2011-02-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

doushite kimi wo suki natte shimattandarou

haaa this song has lost it's meaning and feel and emotional connection with me, maybe i should break my heart again

2011-02-02T21:09:00.001+08:00

mother are you following my blog?

2011-02-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

should i stop without even starting and try to ignore it? it usually dies away after awhile afterall.

ah fuck it i think i shall _l_

2011-02-01T22:53:00.003+08:00

fucking pissed right now, i cant fucking shout at the girl cause its totally not her fault and i cant say it to anyone so i shall put it here.

anyways earlier today i asked some girl for help and she didnt want to. fine, ok it's your choice nothing i can do about it. but do you fucking know how fucking irritating these emotions are? i seriously wish that these emotions would just fucking disappear.

do you know what it is fucking like going 7 months with only pain in your heart and then finally opening up when you have come to terms with these emotions? i mean you are fucking 18 as well surely you must have dealt with these things as well.

but once again it isnt your fault because you do not know anything, i know i must fucking look like some player but fuck do u think i approach girls? they usually come to me first and then i get friendly and start talking alot but i almost never fucking make first contact and even if i fucking did it's almost never in this fucking context. god there is no fucking one to blame but me and my fucking irritating emotions i fucking wish i could have a longer period without feeling anything do you know how enjoyable that is? being able to just do what ever i please without feeling anything for anyone?

fuck la this is fucking irritating, once again it's not her fault it's mine.

and now i have to go back to school and put on a fake smile and act for the sake of people i dont even know

yes i know these kinds of rants on the internet seem like a load of self love and it totally is, i cant believe im doing a no one in this world is important but me post wtf, i cant believe ive fallen to this level

damn i feel alot better

2011-02-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

something interesting happened today but i dont want to blow my own trumpet so ask me!

n orientation finale night was fun! i got higher compared to last year which is nice

2011-01-28T18:16:00.001+08:00

zero, absolutely zero. if you know me you should know what im talking about. Haaaaaaaa

totally fucked up.

2011-01-24T21:08:00.002+08:00

god i love yui, she just released a new single, it's my life / your heaven. amazing songs although i don't know anyone else who listens to her. she's trying a totally new style which shocked and appalled me at first but it's yui so it's all good, whatever she does is number 1

2011-01-23T21:33:00.002+08:00

target spotted come in hot.
line of the week. the situation was fucking funny

i want to work in taiwan for awhile. that means i need a workable university degree. back too studying i guess now that i have an aim.

2011-01-22T18:46:00.002+08:00

im at the school level brannigan is at the national level

2011-01-15T14:16:00.001+08:00

SPLASH.... ok julian tis post is going out to you, im arriving at changi airport at 5am on tuesday so wanna go gym on the same day? i need to stay awake so gym gym! call woon aik along as well i know he is as free as me!

2011-01-12T14:55:00.003+08:00

WOW!!!!
its snowing heavily outside now!!!! played outside alot just now and i had some naturally made ice kachang!!!!
u lyk take freshly fallen snow off trees and add on syrup so nice!!!!
will upload photos

2011-01-11T13:25:00.002+08:00

ok something to do whlist i eat my fruits and listen to music.
hmmm this week has been quite boring as compared to the previous week.
oo my only reader i just remembered something. yjc has no one who visits the schl. hw sad.

i wonder wt my new classmates will be like, hopefully there will be a hot girl n nice ppl with guys lyk tt stupid mole n the short gay rapist. n pls, pls no fat girls or sjab sjc girls. the sjc block extends to the whole schl....pls pls....
fat guys i dont mind cause they r funny. julian n alastair r the exceptions oo yes i went there. HA.
k my song is still playing. julian blog more.
hmmm im gonna bathe soon
oo ive shopped alot! bought a very nice hoody il let the surprise open itself when i see u dear reader
n shld i buy gifts for my friends?

2011-01-08T14:01:00.002+08:00

i was gonna blog about my trip to a certain place but considering how its ending soon and how i dont really want someone to check up on me i dont think i should.

actually thanks to that person i question what i can put on the internet because i dont want him to follow my life or get involved in my life anymore then what he is already trying to. that person, if he found this blog would also take me stopping me from posting things about myself on the internet as an achievement but its not because you just made me question the world even more, in case you have not noticed i want to stay innocent and idealistic for as long as possible.

on another dark note, seeing my friends and myself get hurt from relationships and the trouble that comes with it, ive decided that the next time i like someone, il just bring it up to the friends with benefits stage where you can display affection but the bonds and ties that make it painful arent there, hopefully if we 'break up' it wont be as painful.
ps trust me i wanna fall in love, but the pain and attachment is just too much to bear

2010-12-25T15:32:00.002+08:00

urghhhh, its gonna rain tt means i cant go cycling-_- there goes my christmas plans!

omg tis is seriously boring, all im doing is sitting around watching korean variety shows. ok i think ive watched enough to be sick of it. what to do?

going out today is dumb cause there would be too many people n im going out tmr to pierce my ears(finally)

I WANNA CYCLE!

2010-12-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

sigh my chatbox is so pitiful. no one sees it at all. oo u poor thing. ah well at least a whale recently beached itself on my chatbox!

ok went out today but i wont go into the details cause im lazy. all im gonna say is tt alex had better contact his friends soon or ppl r gonna start 2 forget him and the only person he will have to rely on will be the seriously tall for her age primary schooler kerong 'siao meimei' chen.

-ktksbye

2010-12-22T20:52:00.001+08:00

ah im flying off soon. i dont know why but i wanna see everyone before i leave, never felt this way before really, ould it be a premonition of things to come? plane in the sea?

2010-12-16T02:12:00.000+08:00

i gotta learn these

2010-12-16T02:11:00.001+08:00

http://www.oldbookillustrations.com/pages/hand-shadows.php?lng=en

2010-12-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

haaaaa seriously depressing shit... i wanna go to universal studios!!!!!
the 4s1 ppl r going tmr and they have discounts thanks to aldris but he doesnt have anymore tickets left.....n paying $66 for 4 hours is totally not worth it. if they were going to visit the place at 10 when it opens that would be a different story but they r meeting at 2.30 by the time they enter its 3, USS closes at 7......

sigh................

2010-12-15T17:22:00.002+08:00

just when i start blogging again street dumb decides to stop. sheesh woman.

anyways, ive not gone out with my jc class at all this holidays, fine maybe once but thats not counted cause all we did to celebrate a friends birthday was eat dinner-_- hmmm think i should call them out!!!!!

2010-12-15T00:25:00.001+08:00

hmmm i have 2 ore weeks till i fly off. i dont know what to do with my time-_-
guess il go out?
i think im getting bored of korean variety shows but DAMN the new GD-TOP album is sick shit

2010-12-13T13:16:00.002+08:00

just gymed ahh im freaking tired. dam vinoth n satya do such heavy weights with such ease.... haaa they r so far away....

dance n rap really are the best genres

2010-12-09T00:46:00.002+08:00

posting this video here to remind myself to show tis to WA in a months time. tt shld be long enuf 4 him 2 mope abt n even if i did show this to him now there wld be no effect cause he is currently blind. seriously blind. the mofo blames everything but her including himself so lets let him mope a little before pulling him onto the road to recovery.

to branigan n sparkles, i tried convincing him to move on but he doesnt want to so i think it's best 2 just take his mind off things or let him mope

2010-11-06T23:20:00.001+08:00

ok u bitch julian u better unprivate yr blog.

or i hv 1 less thing 2 do so kp it open!

2010-10-20T04:55:00.000+08:00

pretty girls are such bitches

2010-10-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

haaaaaa im sick, dont know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing~
went to school today looking like a hobo, my hair was a mess, i was wearing my glasses, i was having cool sweat and my nose was happily leaking away. yes, the exams are here look was on but the problem is i was 7 days late.........

oo alot of people i know are leaving jc to go to poly and that got me thinking, should i join them?

oo loneliness and emptiness has appeared again! yes!!!!!! finally. oo i really don't know if i want to continue with council, it's like i want to quit n fuck it all but theres this nagging feeling of responsibility which is quite iritating and it turns out a certain someone is becoming an OGL. while i know that me promoting is VERY VERY slim, ah heck it it's near impossible, what if i do and i quit sc causing me to miss a very good chance? ah heck it lets just quit and see what happens

ive got a pimple on my lip

(yes i know im not coherent, im blogging in order to have something to do whilst i listen to the uk top 40)

2010-10-12T01:44:00.002+08:00

oo heart break blues might finally be ovr!!!! i got ovr the girl a longgg time ago bt the feelings n pain still lingered if tt makes sense.....hm it doesnt..... ah fuck u all it does to me n tts all tt matters

anyway i thought about heartbreak n the feeling didnt come!!! kinda feels weird n its lyk smething i was used to disappeared hahahahaha

-ming han

ps doesnt tt '-ming han' look act/step? u kno it does~

pps ya i said it. HA.

ppps i like it that way

2010-10-08T20:23:00.003+08:00

sigh i wanna buy many different types of bikes n 'zing' them!!!! bt sadly i cant cause i dnt hav enuf money-_-
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
being poor sucks....hmm i guess i could work......bt im gonna go ovrseas so i only hv lyk 3wks of holis? no one gonna gire me lyk tt....sigh....does anyone have any jobs?

2010-10-01T20:31:00.001+08:00

im bored, should i pierce my ears?

2010-09-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

wheeee~ i got suspended from council and had my badge taken away from me!!!! the freedom lalalalalala

2010-09-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

2010-09-18T22:41:00.001+08:00

total spent on my bike so far: $ 529

the more time and energy is spent on something, the greater the reward

2010-09-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

found this on someone's tumblr. added some stuff. ill do it when i do it.

day 1: to someone you love

day 2: to someone you want to thank

day 3: to someone you hate

day 4: to someone you miss

day 5: to someone who inspires you

day 6: to someone you hurt

day 7: to someone who hurt you

day 8: to someone you forgot

day 9: to someone you want

day 10: to someone you need

day 11: to a good friend

day 12: to someone who impacted your life

2010-09-14T23:25:00.001+08:00

total amount spent on bike so far : $490

2010-09-12T12:59:00.002+08:00

i got my bike yesterday! i was going 2 blog more but i realised my promos r 20 days away so toddles!

2010-09-11T01:13:00.000+08:00

its easiest to blog when u r lovelorn

2010-09-02T23:53:00.002+08:00

ok here i am at amk mac supposedly studying but instead im blogging!!! hmm i have nothing much to say i just feel lyk blogging. oo hav i stated how ive been having different eyecandies every week for the past month? i only started lyk last month and i think this phase has finally ended but at that point in time every week a new girl would catch my eye. hmmmmmm
oo oo one of my classmates has very nice perfume but shes a girl so i cant buy and use it. damn. it really smells very nice!!!!

oo oo im seriously considering fucking sc and just quitting! its lyk damn sian. i know i will learn alot but its just 2 'not me?' omg i cant believe i actually used that statement. so should i just suck it up and continue torturing myself or quit?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
lalalala will think of tt later
oo amk macs has alot of chio bus so all u mofos come study with me at night!!!

2010-08-25T01:07:00.003+08:00

you fucking assholes if you dont like me can you fucking say it in my face? instead of showing your temper at me just fucking say it. fuck sc la, must follow the rules so much, conform to the standards of a model student and a 'proper' member of society. huh you fucking bitches, insulting people behind their backs whilst not saying anything infront of them. fuck you all. when im pissed off with people in my class i fucking show it to them and tell them but no fuck you all.

in sa if you were disliked by anyone you would know. why? because all of his friends would also bully you. isnt that nicer? at least that way you know whos your enemies and who are your friends. fuck proper manners.

2010-08-22T18:44:00.001+08:00

im bored. i wanna go drinking again

2010-08-18T15:30:00.003+08:00

ok i ponned schl twice this week. dont know what the fuck im doing.
im mildly sick. just sick enough to get an mc. but i still can go to school. i just dont want to. what the fuck am i supposed to do? i look at people with drive and i wonder, where do they get it from and how do the sustain it? i was like that last year but now i just dont know what i want to do. seriously. theres absolutely no drive at all to work. slacking off isnt fun either. nothing is interesting?
i still do have fun but that fun is passing. im only happy at the moment but once the moment ends its back to normal. my classmates are idiots so its great fun but after that im back to plain old emotionless bahhhh.
samething when i watch my music videos or korean variety shows. im happy at that point in time but it fades very quickly.......

2010-08-17T17:32:00.001+08:00

omg i cant believe this. you rmb that i was mobbed in japan at the end of sec3? well 2 of the girls gave me their email and i emailed them for awhile before i stopped.
anyways, i sent out my pw survey and i got a reply from 1 of them!!!!!
not sure if i want to reply to that, ah well. fuck it.

2010-08-14T21:51:00.002+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAA I REALLY REALLY WANNA GO CYCLING!!!!
bt i cant cause my bike has not reached yet!!!!!

oo im really, absolutely not cut out for council. why? because i dont wanna do work!!!! sigh....i guess i joined council to change this aspect of myself but it sucksss ttm! its lyk continuous pw hell

2010-08-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

its only been a short while since i joined council and i realise now that i do not enjoy this kind of things. yes. its totally not what i enjoy.
a well, im stuck with i for 1 year so i might as well suck it up and continue on

TCR Alliance 0 (2010) - Bikes | Giant Bicycles | Australia

2010-08-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

TCR Alliance 0 (2010) - Bikes | Giant Bicycles | Australia

sigh......$3000 but it looks soooo good! i want!!!!! care to donate to the buy ming han a bike fund? wipe out your life savings please?

2010-08-08T20:25:00.004+08:00

i wanna get a girlfriend, someone to confide in, someone to care for, someone to spend time with, someone to tell my troubles to and have someone rely on me.
i then realise that it requires alot of work and i say fuck it.

2010-08-08T17:45:00.002+08:00

ive made peace with myself n im no longer depressed, sad feel any negative emotions!!!! whee~~~
ooo ya im still nt doing any work for sc so i have alot of free time :D lalalala
kk off 2 taper my pants

2010-08-01T19:05:00.002+08:00

Sigh depression again...
Using my itouch to blog wahahhaha
dam it shouldn't hav asked tat qn, it did nt bring bac any memories I just got depresssed WTF

I want my bike now!!! NOW. The second hand bike yay I'm supposed to buy is not appearing so shld I go buy 1 on my own?
Wheeee

2010-07-28T20:08:00.002+08:00

fuck you. just wanted to type that out. hohohoho.
kk im enjoying council but the work has yet to hit the ceiling so i dont really know how much longer ill enjoy this:)
k if anyone from cjc is reading this please tell me, i just wanna know. im paranoid. so sue me. even if you think i know that you are reading this, just tell again, lyk if im walking by u could just be lyk oo! i read yr blog! i think ill be posting more crap up here so it wuld be nice to know who reads this. rmb!!! just tell me...
julian, we should go make the sad mole happy, lyk go out with him or something

2010-07-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

i need to stop acting like a total and utter fool and watch my own actions before acting or talking.

2010-07-12T00:04:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmm i forgot that anyone and everyone can read this blog. that means i cant post all the crap i want here.....maybe i shld do a julian? nahhhhh... i just wont upload too much crap here:D

2010-07-06T20:21:00.001+08:00

You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that she’ll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she’s left.

Your heart can be empty because you can’t see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she’d want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

2010-07-02T03:47:00.001+08:00

have u ever been so sad you became happy?
was quite depressed over something just now (no it isnt exams, pls i dnt stress myself over exams) so i went to watch some sad korean music videos. beccame so depressed i actually came out happy on the other end. wtf. and then i jus HAD to turn my computer on and see that thing again and become depressed all over again.....

oo ya have you noticed how music can affect your mood and vice versa?

2010-06-26T14:46:00.002+08:00

lol my top results r full of contrasts im adventurous yet detached from things happening around me
im assertive yet redrawn

Main Type	Overall Self

Take Free Enneagram Personality Test

Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	25%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	44%
Type 3	Image Focus	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	68%
Type 4	Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	64%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	71%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	65%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	52%

Your main type is 7
Your variant is sexual

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2010-06-21T23:52:00.001+08:00

2010-06-21T04:06:00.002+08:00

the worlds a large place with many people, i wanna experience as much as i can. cant believe i for got my aim in life; to feel as much as possible. ive been too introspective and too caught up in my own 'matters' recently that i forgot that the world is an amazing place with sooo much to see

2010-06-20T22:33:00.001+08:00

u see the guy in the black t-shirt with the scarf? that is the hairstyle i want!!!!!!!
fuck off cjcs' hair regime

2010-06-20T02:14:00.002+08:00

ive been feeling very bored recently. nothing entertains me anymre, whether it is blog reading or watching korean variety shows. whatsmore i hav this weird taste in my mouth......
sigh....is it due to the lack of excercise or something else????

2010-06-12T13:53:00.002+08:00

those trembling gazes
those awkwardly forced smiles

hohohoho i was correct about my pimples, they were due to stress. u see, once the holidays started my pimples simply disappeared! ok fine, it COULD be due to the facial soap i bought but still its amazing! i went for a 4 day camp n no pimples appeared.
k tats it. i might talk abt the camp some other time

2010-06-03T17:17:00.001+08:00

can you feel my heartbeat?

haaaaa im tired, i wanna slp bt i cant cause i hav work. bt im nt doing work cause im procrastinating. on the plus side, i finally went for my first class of the week! although it is the last day of schl bt nvm its the thought tat counts rite? hmmm my mind is reali fuzzy...cant think straight

2010-06-03T01:24:00.000+08:00

ahhh i really miss sa, i just want to go back and sit in class one more time

2010-06-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

what is up with the world's fetish for tall people? lyk seriously?
does height really matter? to be a model you must be freaking tall (like me) oo wait, tat means im one of the select few who can be a model! nvm world, pls continue with your biasness

2010-06-02T17:47:00.002+08:00

karl marx: religious distress is at the same time the expression of real distress and the protest against real distress. religion is the sign of the oppressed creature, the heart of a heartless world, just as it is the spirit of spiritless situation. it is the opium of the people. the abolition of religion as the illusory happiness of the people is required for their real happiness.

what marx is saying is that religion create illusory, compensatory fantasies for the poor. economic realities prevent them from finding happiness in this life, but religion tells them it is ok since they will find true happiness in the next life.

people are in distress, he aknowledges, and religion provides them with solace - just as people who are physically injured recieve relief from opiates.

'religion is an analgesic(painkiller)'
taken from the straits time today.

on another note, i have realised what makes great minds great is the fact that they question their believes and biasedness, what they use to base their decisions on.
i have tried this and believe me, it is hard. it would be easier to just brush everything aside and just accept it like what i am doing now. but in order for ones mind to grow i guess constant evaluation is needed

2010-05-31T21:57:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!! four months in jc has ravaged my face!!!!!!
im getting more pimples, more creases on my face, more wrinkles, sunken eyebags and more distinct lines around my eye bag!!!!!
my skin used to be so healthy! smooth, a nice shade.
when i smiled the face would be shaped by a few obvious but nicely balanced lines.

NOW....
when i smile my eyebags sink in a lot and there are unecessary creases and lines.

wtf!!!! lack of slp and stress(ahem) has killed my body!!!! AAAAAA
no!

solution? stop fucking procrastinating, that way you can get all the work done and sleep early!
i cant reverse the damage but i can most certainly put a stop to anymore damage

finally a real reason to stop procreastinating
and for all you stalkers, this is my blog so i cant post superficial and bimbo posts every once in awhile so deal with it!
if anyone can recommend beauty products that would be nice, right now i use nothing but a bar of soap to wash my face?

2010-05-31T13:34:00.002+08:00

julian, what is this turd english that you speak of? i use queens english for your information~
hahaha i guess i type and speak in broken english because it takes less time? but this causes singlish to seep into all aspects of my life-_- ah wells, guess its time to start speaking properly

2010-05-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAN!!!!!!

2010-05-24T19:03:00.002+08:00

knowledge is not a loose-leaf notebook of facts. above all, it is a reponsiblilty for the intergrity of what we are, primarily of what we are as ethical dreatures. the personal commitment of a man to his skill, the intellectual cmmitment and emotional commitment working together as one, has made the ascent of man

2010-05-24T00:05:00.003+08:00

haaaa another day wasted...i spent today sleeping n using the computer, at least i went to macs to study for an hour just now? with the amount of studying i have to do for cse this is really not enough-_-
hmmmm kendrick get well soon! stop moping! its not good for your health! oo i finalised the date for sjab outing! i can see everyone again!

2010-05-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm

2010-05-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

ahaaaaa procrastinated another day away-_-
i seriously need 2 study tmr! shall call ppl to accompany me to the library!
hohoho the lakehouse was quite cute~

2010-05-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

sigh im really really supposed to be studying rite now but i wasted the whole day.... where did the mild self motivation i had a few weeks ago disappear to???? dam.
hmm im even blogging twice in a day! this just shows how bored i am with nothing to do-_-
oo hav 2 go to schl tmr sigh.....

2010-05-21T15:35:00.003+08:00

hmmm i reali reali dont kno wat to do on the internet bt i dont wanna turn off the com cause of tat amazing song! doshittteeeee
haaa dnt wait wat to type
processing:
1%
10%
15%
45%
60%
beep beep beep....
80%
100%
processing done, still dont knowat to type bt im making tis look lyk a long post! good good!
oo ya pissing of my class is easy:D jus play doshite ovr the speakers:)
i dont really know why but my mind has been very clear the past few days...
oo i wanna go out! but only during the holidays:D call me u sperm
supposed to be studying cse now-_-
lets see hmmm wat else is there to type?
lalalalala i wanna see my sexy sjab bitches

2010-05-20T17:56:00.002+08:00

hm let me procrastinate before i start slogging
5 beautiful sets of geog lecture notes which i have to memorise by the end of the day:D
i have not read them before.....
WONDERFUL
hmm i still have not gotten over the song below.....dam.....
doshittteeeeee

oo went for the goh keng swee funeral today....waited for 2 hours to go in n bow for 10 seconds before leaving-_- ah well, at least it was a unique experience!
but it really is amazing, his achievements that is

2010-05-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

song addiction, tohoshinki! a bunch of pretty boys singing! but it sounds gd!

2010-05-17T18:04:00.001+08:00

ah wells guess tats the end of it....

2010-05-16T18:02:00.002+08:00

dam procrastinated yet another wekend away....didnt do any work at all-_-
should start studying tonite!!!!!
n wtf is happening? can u lyk pls tell me???? dont think ill ask u this cause im just hoping its my imagination....
i dont wanna be a billionare i jus wanna be around u
the band concert thing was fun!!!! learnt some stuff n got 2 kno the oher sc ppl

2010-05-15T11:18:00.002+08:00

some stuff i should blog about but i wont.

ahhhh theres band concert later n because im in STUDENT COUNCIL i have to go there n be a sai kang warrior.

yes you read tat correctly, im in STUDENT COUNCIL.

no seriously im in STUDENT COUNCIL.

now anyone frm sa reading this will think wtf is tat retard doing there? STUDENT COUNCIL will burn with him inside.......................<-- totally agrees with tat :D but im already inside n will try not to hinder it too much wakakakaka

cant wait for the one, the only, the great

SAINT

ANDREW'S

ANNUAL

TRAINING

CAMP

:DD so funnnn!

2010-05-09T22:01:00.002+08:00

eh julian you sperm! remember our pact to travel 2 south africa ah! a promise is a promise! then u can be even browner there :D
hohoho i wanna backpack south east asia! but my mom wont allow me to do so till im 21!!! wtf!!!!
i wanna go after my a lvls! or even at the end of this year