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ramblings

GAH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. and my phone really needs to stop falling and breaking.
im a bad person

sighhhhhhhhhh, julian does not want to be my friend anymore. first aik now whale. why like that? AHHHH i have so much crap i need to talk to people about but i cant because its quite fucker.

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i need someone to talk to! theres a limit i can tell anita and alex is MIA. boohoo no friends

atmosphere is interesting, i wish they would start teaching about clouds. typing about work makes me want to do work.
i cant do any of my subjects properly. not even maths. guess the only way out of this is to put in even more work and not get discouraged but to get scared.
gotta run 10km to for my race against cancer. i think this will hurt as much as the 21km standard marathon because my body is now officially mush. i hope i do not cramp up tomorrow or that would suck.
bob dylan is nice.

ah my heads a mess, im thinking of way too many things right now.

wheeeeeeee im cycling to school tomorrow  and i have to get to school early tomorrow so i have to cycle to school by 7 so that i have enuf time to bath n cool off.

need my bike to cycle off to get dinner cause i go to a shitty school where there is no place to eat nearby.
i mean seriously??? do they not want us to study in school? only study in the canteen or you get fucked. eat by 6.30 or you starve. FUCKING FULL OF CRAP. i really dislike this school, seriously is it so hard to study in school??????

i just want to hug you tightly. but its too early, fucked up and weird so fuck this shit.

n i really need to go out and study cause i cant study at home at all.

slept 15 hours today cause i slept of 0 hrs the day be4 and 3 hours the day be4 that. i think its the longest ive ever slept. damn im cool.

i dont understand why guys want to grind girls so much, what wrong with just playing?

hohoho sat next to her today! nothing really happened but it was nice to talk to her and it left me with a feeling of gentle inner happiness? i guess i can call us friends now? but i dont now how close i can get to her but today was nice, showing that she is not put off by me. maybe its because she does not actually know me so that disgusting thing that puts people off has not shown itself yet. at the same time, im not actually myself around her. i cant think straight or pull off a conversation for too long. ah well whatever.



do i have glaring personality problems that put people off?

i could just scream right now, i need to get a beer with julian

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