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ramblings

i was gonna blog about my trip to a certain place but considering how its ending soon and how i dont really want someone to check up on me i dont think i should.

actually thanks to that person i question what i can put on the internet because i dont want him to follow my life or get involved in my life anymore then what he is already trying to. that person, if he found this blog would also take me stopping me from posting things about myself on the internet as an achievement but its not because you just made me question the world even more, in case you have not noticed i want to stay innocent and idealistic for as long as possible.

on another dark note, seeing my friends and myself get hurt from relationships and the trouble that comes with it, ive decided that the next time i like someone, il just bring it up to the friends with benefits stage where you can display affection but the bonds and ties that make it painful arent there, hopefully if we 'break up' it wont be as painful.
ps trust me i wanna fall in love, but the pain and attachment is just too much to bear

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